...........Why r u talking to me in this manners now......wats wrong????................
I really dunno wat to do anymoree...... i dunno wat to do anymore......... why do u keep bringin up all the unhappy things?..... if i rmb correctly.... we spent happy times more together than unhappy times........... I said u can nvr be ur fren, becuz i wan u to be my gf....not just a fren or an enemy.........
I forgotten all the unhappy past alrdy......... i cant rmb any of them... i dun even rmb why would i wan to break wif u and why would u wan to break wif me........ i only rmb how we used to laugh, talk, joked, and went out on our first day........
U told me u love me first be4 i love u.............. so where is it now?................... how do u forget all the love and happy times we had together??.......

So i Started using the name "Heart" to chat wif u on blog. to find out why did u hate me....
i did not succeed.................. and so would went into ur blog everyday.... it saddens me and break my heart when u post things tat i wont like it......

I had no power to do anything. so i started to smoke.... day by day... from 2 sticks a day to 3 sticks....then 4, 5 and sometimes even 6 sticks....... now im so into smoking, i could even smoke for more and more......... then i would punch wall everytime i see u.... the bones in my right knuckle does not heal...... I was doing all this to destroy myself...... it was all the sake of forgetting u.... but again it did not succeed..... I started to think of u more. my studies began to dropped...... now theres no more hope for me.... i just wanted to go to ite wif my frens... where everyday is LAN gaming.....

I didnt wan u to hate me............ thanks for the time we had..... i still loves u.....